Been increasingly feeling kind of detached from reality. Getting more and more aware of how transient life is and how short a time we have here on earth, not to mention how utterly and helplessly unpredictable. How weak our body is, which has increasingly started feeling as though it's merely a vessel, of late. How easily and quick things decay. How decay is such a terrifying thing. Our brains are so mysteriously powerful, how does a mass of tissue and blood think, how does it know what to do how to take care of the thousands of mechanisms to keep us alive. What a blessing it is that the minute we think of even just moving our arm, it moves. How terrifying it would be to be trapped in a motionless vessel. There are so many things in the universe and so many questions in my mind about them. But maybe I don't want to know the answers because I'm not strong enough to hear them. But yes. Constantly keep brooding over life and it's transience. And how it's just basically a long test of wit and strength. It's such a mysteriously fascinating existence.